How I see it.

I've come to realize a lot within the last couple of months. That its completely true that you never forget your first love. And in some way shape or form you will always love them but no matter what you do somethings were only suppose to happen once. I've realized that I can be pretty stupid when it comes to stuff but once I decide my opinion on something it never chances unless absolutely necessary. I've realized that the friends that have seem to drifted away from you are always good to have back if they decide they want to come back. I finally realize that there is some people that no matter what I just don't think I could live without. I've figured out that its better to keep your mouth shut and deal with stuff that's out of your control. Sometimes taking chances are necessary to take just to have the time of your life. Although many people walk in and out of your life the best ones no matter what will always be there, even if they aren't there physically...no matter what they'll always have your back. Goodbyes are necessary and never get easier but we unfortunately all have to deal with watching changes happen in our lives. Changes are sometimes for the best no matter how painful they are. Sometimes remembering the good times is the only thing you need to save a friendship long lost or save the friendship that's slowly slipping away. Sometimes you need to take a couple chances and break a couple rules just to live the way you should to have fun. Its impossible to have fun and be safe. And sometimes you can be old enough to know better, but be wayyy too young to actually give a shit. Sometime somethings aren't meant to be kept a secret and no matter how much someone screws you over you just can't possibly let them go. And most of all you gotta roll with the punches and do your own thing no matter how many times you fall on the way. Don't let little road blocks keep you from getting where you want be.