Stress.

Stress makes everything seem so much worse and feel so much worse. It makes everyday harder, every minute longer, and every breath heavier. Stress drags you down and makes every decision almost impossible to make. It makes every pain hurt more. It felt like the pain from my shoulders was poison slowly inching its way down my arm and the right side of my back. Unfortunately I'm not sure how much more of this I can bare to take. I love swimming but, this pain that I'm feeling... can not be healthy. The stress from school doesn't help it makes it worse...I have so much on my mind....I have so much to do... so much to think about. And the worst part is I feel like  no one believes me and like everyone thinks I'm not trying... but I really am.. they have no idea how much pain my shoulders give me... and its not just my right shoulder anymore.. my left is starting to bother me again too. I'm trying soo hard but I don't think I'm convincing anyone.. which I hate. I feel like I'm letting all my teammates down.