Bad day. It started off good but then someone had to go and ruin it...... of course. By almost four thirty I was hiding myself away to cry... just be alone... just be with myself and break down. I don't want to but... what can I do about it? I've been feeling so bad about myself lately.... for reasons completely unknown. If anyone would've caught me today during my little break down I would not have known what to to tell them at all. They'd probably think that I was completely crazy. Hell, maybe I am. I make sure to slip away from everyone at just the right time so no one will come looking but at the same time hoping someone will. I'm kind of scared I guess.. way deep inside me I know that theres obviously something wrong with me but.... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?? I'm not entirely sure how everyone wants me to please them.. can someone explain it me? possibly? Someone please help me? I don't know what to do and I don't know where I'm going. I'm tired of hurting like this. Sooner than later I'm gonna need a savior.
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To be honest right now. There is a million and one things that i can do right now to help. But I'm at a loss for words right now. I want to help and i know i can but i (could be wrong) but i strongly think what you NEED is for someone to care. To honestly and legitimately, and genuinely care for you. That doesn't mean you have to trust them but rather for just for them to be there. a shoudler to cry on. A haert to comfort, a hand to lean on. I hope you have someone there. And if not I hope i can help. I'm available whenever you need me. The feeling of knowing that someone is persistently and genuinely caring for you does help and if that what you need then thats what I'm here for. I hear all the time of people talking and talking about your blog then do nothing as if you were not hurting, and I sit there and Say WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!? If someone is hurting. Should not someone help and heal? If someone is dying should not someone bring him Aid? Of course they should. . I hope today helped when we all hung out. If you noticed, i have been trying hard to help you. Like asking to hang out and texting. Obviously not to be a stalker or creep but to help. To prove that yes i actually do care. Because if i didn't then i wouldn't waste my time. i hope and pray that in time it will make a difference. persistence shows a virtue of commitment that in turn shows a compelling compassion of genuine friendships. Its common sense and right to see a person in need and to help them. So thats what im trying to do. . anyway i can help, anything i can do let me know. please
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