So today I decided... that I've got my head in the past. And I really just need to get myself out of there. I mean the past is the past and there were some good times but things have changed and probably for good reason. And now.. I'm finally accepting it, thats all. My life turned out this way because it was suppose to. And the people who walked out.. well.. I have better friends. Everyone who wants to be in my life... is. I'm still gonna continue to be the person I've always been... although that persons been away for awhile.. I'm gonna try to bring her back. Happy and loving life.. that who I was and who I always will be.. even if it goes away for a while.... it'll always come back. I wanna enjoy life where I'm at and never look back and just take life as it comes to be. Thats how you should live you life anyway right? Maybe if I keep my head up some good things will come my way... and if that happens... i don't even know.. I'll be even happier than I've ever been. So here's to a New Year... a new leave, a new outlook, the old me, being happy, and never looking back into the past unless its looking at the good memories and not wishing I was back reliving them... because if we had the chance to relive every good memory... then wouldn't end up being good memories anymore.
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To a new year and a new hope! New memories and new friends. I seriously do hope that this next year brings so much new life to you that it smacks you in the face. That even when horrible things happen (which you know they will)you'll know how to be strong. Your not like the rest, ha i like to joke about it but its true. You actually think for yourself. So shine that. And for the past... word of advice if its any use.. don't forget it.. just don't dwell on it. Learn and live life for all it is. as i like to think of it, Learn and live.
wow that is really nice and emotional =D i read some of your old stuff to and i am glad that your coming out of that shell and trying to be happy. I am glad that you want to keep her as a friend and you are going to try to bring her back, hopefully someday she will realize that you love her and everything would back to that way it. Nvm, not like the way it was but better =] head up and keep smiling
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