Sooo what happens when one of your friends starts to annoy you with everything they do and all you want to do is block out everything they say. What happens when you feel so alone in a room full of people? What happens when you come to a point where you feel like you;re doing almost everything wrong and there's no way to correct it? What do you do when almost everything seems so far out of reach even though it's actually right at my fingertips. What do I do when my thoughts consume me and there's no way of avoiding it....... Believe it or not more things bother me then i show.....sometimes jokes about my height kinda bother me honestly. And then jokes about my fingers bother the shit out of me. I'm so self conscious about them now...i hide them in my sleeves most of the time because I can't stand when people make fun of me for them....i was born with them and theres nothing i can do about it i don't understand why its so important for people to make fun of me for it.....it really isn't that funny...not to me.
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Hey lil sis, hang in there. What you do is struggle through it and eventually like I always say: everything works out in the end. If you get bothered by things, speak out. It's the only way things will ever change. You should never hold anything about yourself back because being you is what you have in this world and if you try to hide it, you lose a part of yourself and your identity. Your individuality is what you bring to the table so don't let anyone take that away from you. Cheer up, you got me.
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