Sunday, March 8, 2009

New year.

I haven't written in a while.....honestly for a long time i couldn't bring myself to write anything. A lot of things have changed.....a new year came with new experiences and new people. So many things have happen most of the usual things like new friends, drama, drifting away from some old friends, good times, and just good memories. The beginning of the year was bumpy with many things to deal with.... ending with not being friends with a great person but now I look back at what happened and I still think I did the right thing no matter what anybody else says.

I've found a group of people this year that I could never get tired of. They make me laugh, they listen to me, and I trust them with almost everything. It's those moments when you hang around in a room full of friends, where you gasp for breath between each laugh. it's those moments where you get high off just breathing in so deep, you feel your lungs getting cold. for a second, that split second, you don't care. you don't care about school, about parents, about money, about rules, or broken hearts. who you care about are the kids sitting next to you. cause it's all we really need, isn't it? those kids next to you. yeah, the ones who make you feel invincible, even at your weakest points.♥ I don't care what anyone thinks about this circle of friends. I never will. You can go ahead and make fun of us but you will never break us. Its time some people grow up and realize that things are changing and you can't avoid it. We are human change comes with the territory and no matter what you can't avoid it. Trying to avoid change is like attempting to never make a mistake; completely impossible. Everyone makes mistakes and everyone changes but if you don't like the change then say it.

everything changes♥

i finally realized that there is more to living then being alive :)
i never really stopped loving him♥

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