i know..

trust me, i know how it feels.  i know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you.  i know what it's like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. i know exactly how it feels.... i know how it feels to be alone. i know how it feels to be used by the people you thought were your friends. i know how it feels to be lied to and i know how bad it feels when you figure out you've been lied to. i know what it feels like to be in love and to love. i know how it feels to have a broken heart and to know that you broke your own heart. i know how it feels to cry yourself to sleep numerous nights in a row. i know how it feels to feel like your entire world let you down and is being torn apart. i know how it feels to hurt and to be the one hurting. i know how it feels to worry. i know how it feels to feel like a complete failure all the time. i know how it feels to blame everything on myself. i know how it feels to lose someone. but.. after all this i know that i am the person i was meant to be.. a friend, a daughter, a sister, a cousin... i'm not perfect... hell i never will be.. but i try to be exactly what i think i should be... everyday.. but sometimes apparently that isn't even enough.