I've been pretty good lately. I'm actually getting pretty excited for a new year. And... I guess winter break isn't gonna be half bad either... I mean now that I think about it.. I actually do stuff doing winter break for the most part... seeing people. Its not too bad. I don't understand what the hell it is that I've been afraid of.. I mean last winter.. is in the past... yea everything fell apart then but that doesn't mean it will this time around. This new year.. its gonna be different after new years... I'm hoping. I wanna make some chances to myself. I wanna be happy. I want to enjoy myself and have fun. And thats exactly what I'm gonna do. My friends are all I need. ♥