I need you to prove to me that I'm not wasting my time.... I've wasted sooo much time in my life and this is the one time I just don't want that to be true. I don't want this to be a waste of time. Its time to either take the chance or just walk away.. because there's no way I'm sitting around forever and waiting... cause as much as I like wasting my time on you... I can't do it forever. I mean you've had me and you always have.. and I hope you know that because nothings changing anytime soon.. but I can't just sit here and wait... not for much longer... because I'm stuck too.. I don't know what to do right now.. I'm trying to figure it out because waiting is just making this annoying. I want to know from you. I want to talk to you. I need to grow some.. so I can finally just let it all out in the open... instead of letting it pass through the string of people back and forth like it has been. We need to just... let it out.