The truth is, 
I'd miss you, 
even if we never met.

I feel like my heads going to explode right now. I have so much going through my mind. I'm beyond stressed at this point..... thanks to my junior year of high school. Midterms... are gonna and are murdering me. I can't wait until this week is over. I can't wait until the weathers warm enough to the point where I can sit outside after school with no sweater or jacket. I can't wait for the sun to actually represent warmth again.. not just light. I want my life to get easier.. I want the reason I actually smile everyday to realize that they're why I smile. I wanna get a tan. I wanna go to the beach. I want to stop guessing about the thing I all the sudden realized I want. I want things to fall into place like some people always told me they would.. I'm not saying I'm unhappy with my life.. because I'm far from that point. I'm just saying that a couple things will make it worth my wild.. i suppose. I'm happy with where I'm at right now with my life. I'm enjoying myself where I'm at right now. I can honestly say that if I was this happy the last couple years... I'd never want high school to end... but then midterms came around and they ruined that thought. But other than all that shit... I'm pretty much lovin' it.