A 1,000 views and I haven't written in months... I can not wait until this school years over. I'm so stressed out. Too many things are going on. So much crap is going on... I'm trying to let it not effect me and keep my head up.. but I just can't. I can't stand this. I think I'm going crazy. I'm convinced I can't do anything right again. I feel like I've never been anything special and I never will be. I feel like I was ruined for other people too soon. I feel like I'll never have something good again. Maybe I try to much or maybe i just don't try enough.. maybe I look for the wrong things... maybe I'll never be good for anyone.. not anymore. Once in a life time. That how I see it. I can't wait for the summer... I can't wait to get away.. go to California for a week.. go to the beach for more weeks... and just leave this entire town behind. And after that I can't wait to graduate and get the hell out of here.
2 comments:
i see so much of myself in this entry.. but we'll be okay.
(i had a typo in the comment i deleted. i hate typos lol)
i know. i read your entries a lot because i can relate to most of them. we can both get through it.
p.s. i hate typos too.
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