Today... was one of the best days.. I've had in.. almost forever. I haven't been this completely happy.. in forever. This might be the chance for me to enjoy myself again. This may be my chance to feel great all the time... like I use to. I'm finally getting my life back.. and I can only think of one thing that'll make it better. I don't ever want to go back to how I've been the last couple years. I don't want to have to write about how much I hate my life and how many tears I've cried. I wanna have fun and enjoy where I'm at.. because where I'm at.. is exactly where I wanna be at this second.. i couldn't think of any place better at this moment. I can't even fathom my life going back to how it was. I never want it to. I want to stay like this and never ever change. I finally living now and thats all I've ever really wanted. Nothing can possibly bring me down when I feel this way. Nothing can possibly kill this moment because I finally released myself from my old burdens.. I've finally released myself from my old ways... the days where my depression completely consumed my entire life. When falling asleep crying was basically routine.. thats not the person I wanna be anymore.. and I'm not gonna be.. I'm never gonna let that happen... but then again... I'll get back to you in a couple of days.. I'm hoping it will still be true.